Why Him?

Dear heart,
I wanna ask you something
I really confused
Why him?
Why?
He hurt me
So much
He lied
Every time
He broke me
To pieces
But why I can't stop loving him?
I can't remove this feeling
It kills me

Dear brain,
I wanna ask a question
Why him?
Why I can't get him out of my head?
After all he have done
Why I can't forget him?
The memories won't fade away
He's stuck in my head
I can't hate him
I can't let him go
I can't..
Why?
It kills me

-chezia p